Friday, May 30, 2003

you know, ive relized that im afraid. im afraid that time is going by too fast.....its already been 2 years of highschool. friends are leaving already....senors will be gone in 3 months time. never to be seen again most likly. next year, even more will leave, and then in 2 years time......all of them. every last one of the friends ive made in highschool will be lost. its already happing with the transition from middle to high school, with the majority going to CP. and finaly, i already know, withing 10 years, half my friends will be married with a kid, or 3 (you mormons start early) and the others will be engulfed in their own lives i guess thats life. i wish that i knew what i know now, when i was younger....oh how true that is, how true. oh i wish i had known this..i wish....
22:37

Friday, May 23, 2003

well today was fun......bah. a whole flood of memories coming back that i forgot i had. made me remember an old friend, and a horribly painful memory. not to mention i look like the compleat idiot to john and laura. ahhhhhhhhh......i feel so stupid. why did i have to remember that....why do i have to put up with hearing all these things...and now i doubt ill hear anything else after that breakdown today. the helplessness of it all, not being about to stop. and the need to just leave.... all leading to the question why?....... why?
20:17

Thursday, May 08, 2003

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA............DPR ROCKSSSSSS oh yea. dear paul revere that is. so did many of the others at battle of the bands. also, TRACK WON ohhhhhhhh yeaaaaaaa... we beat campo making us the undesputed champion of the leage. now only leauge meet and we get the penenate......YAAAAAAAAAAAaa........bah shins hurt.
21:29

Friday, May 02, 2003

bands suck nowadays....they all have to steal music for the bands of old. vanilla ice riped off queen's under presure, good charlotte took billy joel's we didn't start the fire, greenday took the kinks' picture book, and theres plenty more....even in rap....tupac stole bruce hornsby's thats just the way it is. its just the fact that musicians these days suck and that oldies are the best. Another ripoff would be avrial lavigne or what ever, stealing beats from Tom Petty. Thats right, all you pop punk people... your music sucks! i mean gezz, when your ripping off guns and roses, what has the world come to?
19:00